I am sooo sore.  My muscles ache in so many places.  I desperately need a great long massage and pampering.

But let me tell you of my new agenda:

- By end of 2005-- have this last baby!! hehe (i KNOW it's going to be a girl..)

- By 2006-- help my hubby get in SHAPE and into the FBI!

- By end of 2006-- Get promoted to a higher paying position in this company.

- By 2007-- Record my first music album!! (please God--i've waited over a decade..please show me i'm ready to serve you in this aspect)

- By 2010-- Build my dream house! Yea!  I've got the blueprint in my head somewhere..

- After that, wind down and enjoy the ride of life and living. :p ;

These, by the way, are still tentative timelines..who really knows what will happen in the next hour? day? week? month?  I'm only human..but I can pray and i still have Hope.  It's the one thing my Obstacle(s) have not and can not take away from me.

I'm thinking I'll call my girl Laurel.

So i started my new job yesterday and so far, i'm loving it.  i also got a chance to talk to my new boss today and she told me that she has already signed me up for further "Training" courses come 3rd quarter--so you know what that means!!  a PROMO in the near future! hehe (I'm praying that's what it means anyhoo-and not because i'm aweful at what i do. haha) if that is so, then my plans are going well and come the new year, everything should be in place.

speaking of new year, i'm expecting too.  so looks like it's going to be a Turkey or early December baby.   either way, this baby to me, symbolizes renewed hope and a belief in my old dreams.  So i know that 2006 can only be a better year than this year will be. 

I'm happy because Eli (my 3 yr old critter) will finally have the sibling he's been wanting (altho he can't say it in so many words)--i already know he'll be the best big brother in the world.  Speaking of Eli, i just can't keep up with him anymore; he plays tough and rough and wears me out in 10 mins.  it's how i get my workout. (i wish i was seeing the results. haha!)